Don’t worry, Mom.
This time I will be truly happy.

Don’t worry, Mom.
This time I will be truly happy.

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Read until the demon war or rather the second examination. It's fun 'till then. But the Demon War arc completely makes this novel boring. If you are looking at novels with the same stories but better. I suggest All hail the sect leader or rather the strongest sect of all times.
However, I believe that the story's strength lies in its serialized format, as it builds gradually. If read in isolated chapters, it might appear mundane or repetitive. The beauty of holding onto hope and fighting for recovery amidst darkness is best appreciated when the context unfolds gradually.
But a significant shift occurs after chapter 100; the narrative takes on a new lease of life. Many readers might abandon such stories due to unlikable characters, repetitive plotlines, or constant misunderstandings – these are common tropes in the genre. Yet, why do we still indulge? We crave something more, a touch of fantasy that transcends mediocrity. This particular novel distinguishes itself through its portrayal of the protagonist's mental struggle, a unique aspect that sets it apart from others in its category.
To begin with, the story starts with a unique twist on a well-known cliché. As the narrative progresses, more familiar tropes are introduced, making it initially seem like a typical, easily forgotten isekai tale. However, there's something that sets this apart.
Though I haven't reached the conclusion and the initial chapters didn't particularly resonate with me, the book offers a surprising depth beyond its clichéd surface. If you can push through the somewhat overused elements and the melancholic twist, the reward for your persistence is immense. For the first time today, I found myself genuinely moved, whether reading or watching, without any hint of sarcasm or contrivance.
Admittedly, I haven't finished the novel, yet this single moment has compelled me to give it a full five-star rating. Mr. Author, your work earns my respect.
To those criticizing the writing, it's important to understand that the main reason for the protagonist's reincarnation was to seek happiness. The system he encounters conveniently facilitates his goal, which aligns with his initial motivation. However, I acknowledge that this may be missed by readers who have not delved deep into the story.
It's unfair for those who haven't read extensively to offer judgments. To those casually commenting without fully engaging, I implore them to pause. Despite these points, I believe the novel doesn't quite deserve a perfect 5-star rating, despite its commendable portrayal of depression.
Now, onto the issues. The pacing starts strong, but somewhere along the way, it becomes a problem. The author excels at depicting characters' emotional struggles, but that same talent turns the novel into a draining experience. Long stretches of chapters are filled with sobbing, whining, and crying, which can be exhausting for daily readers. I found myself skipping weeks at a time to avoid the emotional rollercoaster.
The reliance on clichés, like the system and harem tropes, feels forced and poorly executed. The system elements, like the Iron Will skill and god sword, seem overly contrived. The fact that the protagonist, a Duke's son, has access to such extraordinary abilities is unrealistic. As for the harem aspect, it doesn't add any value to the story or character development, especially since the narrative and characters are already engaging without it.
In summary, if you're not a daily reader, you might enjoy this at a 4/5 rating. But for daily readers, it drops to a 2.5/5 due to the pacing and reliance on clichés. Remember, it's okay to feel depressed or struggle, but talking and seeking help is essential. Don't let this novel discourage you from reaching out to those around you for support.
If you seek a straightforward villain possession story focused on power-ups, recognition, and survival, this might not be your cup of tea. Some readers found these elements lacking, even though they constitute half the story.
If you're struggling with depression or mental health issues, I urge you to consider carefully. The author's portrayal of mental health is vivid and intense, which could potentially trigger uncomfortable reflections for those with personal experience. It's essential to read the warnings before diving in.
As for the "powering up" aspect, this story doesn't adhere to rigid rules. The system, though primarily benefiting the main character, serves as a plot device that adds depth. It's adaptable and almost has a personality, which might disrupt the traditional formula for some.
On a positive note, I've genuinely enjoyed the story thus far. The protagonist's backstory is integral, mysteries keep the plot engaging, and the multifaceted female characters provide rich interactions with the MC. Overall, if these aspects resonate with you, I would definitely recommend giving it a chance.