19th End Century Memorandum

The manhwa seems to be dropped and is only until chapter 32. Is anyone there who has a link for 33 and up. Thanks in advance. 

In the manwhac she knows early on 

Exactly, this whole story leaves you with such a big feeling of bitterness & regret like so much things could have been dealt with better & spared all that suffering  although I like that they ended it in such a positive way I wouldn't be able to bear it otherwise 

But it doesn't make sense because he was away for a few months (& went away for a whole year) when she had that affair so surely they couldn't have such a huge misunderstanding with the time of pregnancy! Or am I mistaken somehow? What would make this theory more realistic? Because as you said it's impossible to get Arnold's genes if it was otherwise... This actually would mean that all they've been through could have been avoided & it would make me feel a little bitter (like,  her mother wouldn't have lost her sanity & killed their father, or even if it happened, she wouldn't have been separated from her brother by Elliott's father since he wouldn't have rejected her & maybe William wouldn't have been so lonely & had su*cidal thoughts on his darkest days even those days could have been prevented too since he wouldn't have isolated himself so much from everyone else & So on...)  

LOVE this development, but I have to wonder.... Why does ML feel the need to make MC believe she is into her own brother? He could just, you know, not be a complete psycho about it, especially if he's feeling guilty towards the real brother - if you feel guilty for one of the siblings committing suicide, why potentially drive the other sibling to do the same by making her feel like she is morally slipping into hell? 

This one is a hidden gem amongst the manhua ocean (imo). It's a dark and sad story but it has a happy ending. There's no incest and basically it's about two mental patients who searched for salvation from each other.

MC was abused by her mom since she was a child and her mom went as far as wanted to kill her by shoting her with a gun. There's a preview (i forgot which chapter) MC ran away to a forest near the house and the mom went after her while bringing a gun (idk what it's called but the long type of gun which usually used to hunt animals). And everytime the mom went crazy, the dad and bro always tried to save MC (and iirc, the dad got shot by the mom when he's trying to save MC). This lead MC to have a phobia towards adult women as you can see in earlier chapters that she's not closed to her adoptive mom. She always rejected her adoptive mom subconsciously. Her adoptive mom is a nice woman, she knew MC put a distance from her (though MC thinks otherwise, poor adoptive mom...) so she also didn't force to get close to MC.

About the woman inside the empty room next to her bedroom, there's no one inside it. It's just MC's hallucination. 

bless you aaaaa cant wait for more updates  

In one chapter (I think it was chapter 22 of the manhwa), Elliot asked Lillian about her opinion on genes and hereditary personality traits and then talked about their similarities/differences, so, for me, it sounded like they were kind of in a situation similar to the one between Elliot and William - it's incestuous to have feelings for a sibling and Elliott couldn't cope with William's feelings, so maybe it was something like "does Lillian share that kind of tendency with William and would she (be able to) fall in love with me as well?".

(Besides Elliott wanting to fulfill William's wish, of course.)