A Depressed Kendo Player Possesses a Bastard Aristocrat

The edgy kendo enthusiast, struggling with uncontrolled emotions, refuses to grow up and descends into a state of intense madness. His suicidal ideations temporarily overpower an extraordinary skill (albeit under manipulation), as unseen forces manipulate the situation to prevent timely assistance, fueling the narrative of his ongoing distress. However, the main issue lies in the protagonist's inability to manage himself, followed by confusion over his own actions.

To reveal a crucial plot twist: it turns out that, in a shocking display, the character viciously assaulted and tormented another person, all in the most brutal and depraved manner, right under the noses of the entire school community. The author's writing style mirrors that of an angsty teenager.

Subjectively evaluating the story might be challenging, but... it provided an unexpected solace I didn't realize I needed. My own struggles with depression and despair led me to view it as a form of therapeutic guidance. Reading the narrative allowed me to confront and process some of my emotions, preventing them from overwhelming me. Although not typically a person who easily cries, I was astonished by the depth of tears I experienced during this reading session. Each tear, in a way, seemed to alleviate the weight of sorrow slightly.

However, I believe that the story's strength lies in its serialized format, as it builds gradually. If read in isolated chapters, it might appear mundane or repetitive. The beauty of holding onto hope and fighting for recovery amidst darkness is best appreciated when the context unfolds gradually.

A typical synopsis might appear unconvincing, initially resembling the countless generic academy misunderstandings found in numerous contemporary novels. At first glance, up until around chapter 50, the story could be mistaken for a bland copycat. However, beneath the surface lies a deeper layer. The protagonist is grappling with a profound depression, which might provoke annoyance, discomfort, or criticism towards his actions and the system he's trapped in. Despite his awareness and constant entanglement in miscommunications, he fails to break free.

But a significant shift occurs after chapter 100; the narrative takes on a new lease of life. Many readers might abandon such stories due to unlikable characters, repetitive plotlines, or constant misunderstandings – these are common tropes in the genre. Yet, why do we still indulge? We crave something more, a touch of fantasy that transcends mediocrity. This particular novel distinguishes itself through its portrayal of the protagonist's mental struggle, a unique aspect that sets it apart from others in its category.

It's peculiar how my initial impression was to drop this story after reading the first ten chapters. I disliked misunderstandings, harem dynamics, and overly emotional female characters. Yet, I found it hard to dislike the main characters, Raiden or Namu. This story initially presents a stereotypical shonen/power fantasy setup, similar to ORV or S-Class I Raised, using a broad appeal hook. Raiden receives extraordinary abilities, but beneath the surface, he and Naru harbor deep, genuine loneliness.

Though some critics argue that Raiden's frequent panic attacks hinder progress, real-life individuals cope similarly, numbing themselves to get through each day. Raiden's self-medication, like Naru's hypothetical actions, resonates with those struggling with depression and anxiety. The story doesn't delve into Raiden's mental health immediately, focusing on generic harem elements and misunderstandings. However, it does gradually explore his internal battles, particularly with body dysmorphia as a "possessor."

Raiden and Naru embody the pain of two lives of self-loathing and survivor's guilt. Naru's origins stem from a neglected, abused childhood, while Raiden's arises from repression and loneliness. Despite the mediocre plot, lackluster harem subplot, and overpowered protagonist, Raiden's character development is profound, powerful, and relatable, especially for those grappling with deep self-loathing.

This story isn't flawless and has its flaws, but don't dismiss it due to harem clichés or misunderstandings. The core lies in witnessing Raiden's daily struggle with depression, growth, and self-forgiveness – the essence of "A Depressed Kendo Player Possesses a Bastard Aristocrat." The fight scenes are enjoyable.

I'd recommend this to cautious readers, those disillusioned with web novels, and those on the fence. Give it a chance; the story might not suit everyone due to its themes of suicide and tragedy.

Score:
Story: 4-4.5/5
Plotholes: 3/5 (potentially story-related)
Main Character: 5/5
Positive aspects:
+ Emotional depth
+ Naru's character
+ Changho
+ Lucas
+ Tragic undertones are taken seriously

Negative aspects:
- Harem element
- Allen and his group
- Multiple damsels in distress
- Annoying System

This is my first-time writing a review, so please forgive any unconventional phrasing. I feel compelled to give this novel the credit it truly merits.

To begin with, the story starts with a unique twist on a well-known cliché. As the narrative progresses, more familiar tropes are introduced, making it initially seem like a typical, easily forgotten isekai tale. However, there's something that sets this apart.

Though I haven't reached the conclusion and the initial chapters didn't particularly resonate with me, the book offers a surprising depth beyond its clichéd surface. If you can push through the somewhat overused elements and the melancholic twist, the reward for your persistence is immense. For the first time today, I found myself genuinely moved, whether reading or watching, without any hint of sarcasm or contrivance.

Admittedly, I haven't finished the novel, yet this single moment has compelled me to give it a full five-star rating. Mr. Author, your work earns my respect.

If you're not fond of dark-themed stories, it's best to avoid this novel. It revolves around a character struggling with depression and their journey towards self-improvement. Many might not fully grasp the complexities of trauma and depression, so they might advise simply "not being depressed." It's important to note that depression and sadness are distinct concepts. The author effectively portrays the mindset and daily life of someone dealing with depression, which I appreciate. The protagonist's quest for happiness through small changes is heartening.

However, I deducted one star due to the slow pacing of the narrative. So, I'd recommend this book to those who can appreciate the depth of the dark theme, but be prepared for a slower-paced reading experience.

The novel successfully achieves its goal, but the premise might not be immediately apparent from the title and summary. Initially, I expected a familiar trope where the protagonist rises from humble beginnings due to a possession, gaining popularity. However, the narrative takes an unexpected turn.

If you seek a straightforward villain possession story focused on power-ups, recognition, and survival, this might not be your cup of tea. Some readers found these elements lacking, even though they constitute half the story.

If you're struggling with depression or mental health issues, I urge you to consider carefully. The author's portrayal of mental health is vivid and intense, which could potentially trigger uncomfortable reflections for those with personal experience. It's essential to read the warnings before diving in.

As for the "powering up" aspect, this story doesn't adhere to rigid rules. The system, though primarily benefiting the main character, serves as a plot device that adds depth. It's adaptable and almost has a personality, which might disrupt the traditional formula for some.

On a positive note, I've genuinely enjoyed the story thus far. The protagonist's backstory is integral, mysteries keep the plot engaging, and the multifaceted female characters provide rich interactions with the MC. Overall, if these aspects resonate with you, I would definitely recommend giving it a chance.

I perceive the novel as an enjoyable read with a competent translation, despite its somber tone. The protagonist's relatability, derived from his own and the possessed character's traumas, adds an intriguing edge. However, I must say that the development of the female characters who were once fond of him feels somewhat superficial and underexplored, which is a minor drawback for me.