“Say hello, Ravia. He’s going to be your brother.”
A silver-haired man, whom my father brought in one day and called the son of a distant relative.
He was the man who would take everything from me.
My position, my family, and even my life. I am an extra, but I am desperate to regain what was taken from me, and I was destined to die for him.
‘In fact, he’s not a distant relative or anything.’
It didn’t matter.
As long as he’s the male lead, there’s nothing he can’t do as he pleases.
All I could do was play as a sweet sister for me to survive.
“I want to get along with you, Tidwell.”
I was going to run away as soon as the male lead started suspecting me. But, something’s wrong.
“Sister. Are you going to throw me away, too?”
I thought he was just suspicious of me, but what is this obsession?
“You shouldn’t have taken me into your arms if you were going to leave like this.”



This story is truly remarkable. The summary and first chapter might give the impression of a typical romance filled with clichés, but it defies expectations by cleverly subverting and exploring these tropes in innovative ways. The narrative is akin to a work of art, utilizing symbolism, metaphors, subtle hints, misdirection, Shakespearean references, and intricate character development to create a profound and emotionally impactful tale.
If I were to summarize the book in two words, it would be "mind games." The characters, particularly Ravia (FL), Tidwell (ML), and Herod (secondary ML), are highly intelligent and cautious, leading to intricate strategic interactions. The slow pace stems from extensive world-building and explanation rather than fast-paced action, reminiscent of Light vs. L in Death Note, albeit without clear-cut moral lines. The story often requires deep dives into character motivations and reasoning through lengthy chapters.
Ravia stands out as a strong female lead, her capabilities rivaling those of the male characters. Despite her fears and unlikability, she rises to the challenge, showcasing her strength. Tidwell skillfully balances vulnerability and vengeance, maintaining a tense atmosphere. Herod's motivations may be less clear, but the author's storytelling prowess ensures a satisfying resolution for him.
The relationship between Ravia and Tidwell is the heart of the story, their intertwined and contrasting lives revealing their shared traumas and loneliness. Despite their animosity, they are drawn to each other like quicksand, their dynamic filled with tension and emotional complexity. Whether a happy ending is in store remains uncertain.
Lastly, the translation is top-notch, although it might be slower due to the intricate nature of the narrative. The translators have been diligently updating the series with one chapter per month, and I am grateful for their efforts. If you're considering reading, I highly recommend "That Messed Up Love Story" – it's a captivating read!
Rewritten in English:
I'm puzzled by the one-star rating given so early on with only eight chapters, but to be honest, this storyline resonates with me. The FL's relatable choice to let go, given her father's lack of support and the男主角's overpowering character, adds depth to the narrative. The first chapters have sufficiently captivated me, making me anticipate what's next. Will she ultimately succeed in her quest for liberation? Many thanks to the author and translator for their efforts.