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I continued reading this even when I'm already sick of reading it just to see mayyybe things will change but nope.You won't understand (unless you read this) at how annoyed I am at how mindbogglingly two dimensional these main characters are. It frustrates me to hell that I have to read their stories when I find the side characters to have more depth in them. MC is a fainting princess with emotional memory lifespan of a gnat (granted, it's a medical issue). ML is, what I can think of as Jaafar from Aladdin, without the power trip but certainly with the same inability for character development.Expanding that, ML is shit. He's a ruthless selfish as*hole who 'lost the one live he's ever had' (MC), had some heartache, and when he found him again kinda sworn to himself he would treat the MC better. Yet. YET. He never changed his gaslighting manipulation. He's a tiger with unchanging stripes that I want to skin alive and see if he'll grow them back WHICH HE PROBABLY WILL. I feel like his occasional physical sacrifice is WORTHLESS when he gets back to his penchant to manipulating MC (WHO HAS A MENTAL DISABILITY, MIND YOU) into loving him.I hate the author. MC has memory and thought development issues, so you know what the author did? Make him forget things. Horrible horrible things happened to MC, oh why not make him trivialize his issues? It's fine, he's disabled anyway. Once or twice is fine but more???? F*ck you author.TL;DR - Whatever ML suffered for the MC got cancelled out when he gaslights the MC I hate him to the core. I hate the MC too, he has the annoying world is tinted pink syndrome. What if it's not pink? WELL IT WILL BE PINK BECAUSE I FORGET IT'S NOT. 'There's a reason for that' I KNOW THERE IS BUT IF AN ANIMAL CAN LEARN TO BE WARY OF PEOPLE AFTER GETTING ab*seD, I DON'T SEE WHY CAN'T A PERSON.Yes, I am very, very emotionally engaged into professing my utter dislike for this story.
