- #1
The first you'll ever get to know from the very first chapter is Qin Ruicheng, an av star, handsome, rich, yada yada, he's already in love with the MC since the very start. Up until ch 233 I read this in the raw, it's still unknown how he came to like her. And personally, amongst the male leads, I rooted for him the most. He was open about him being a pe*verted scum and easily read, very open to his feelings, very pushy and persuasive but did not manipulate. Tbh, I rooted for him because if I really put myself in the MC's place, I truly can handle this man unlike the other MLs.
The second is the manager or director. Song Qiyan. He was super cool, multi-talented director that took care of the MC whilst secretly obsessed with her. To my knowledge, he protected the MC very well under his wings for years without revealing any intention. Ofc, about within the first ten chapters of this novel, he broke his charade and f*cked the MC. The MC also kinda liked him for their relationship in years and secretly fascinated by his cool aura, and their first time is kinda... consensual? You might like him at first, but you'll slowly learn how dark and evil he was. He was the type of pull hard and push hard. When the MC got entangled with other MLs and couldn't exactly leave, he'll raise his hands as if he gave up, let the MC knows that he no longer knows how to deal with the MC and pushed the MC away. Ofc, the MC, not wanting to lose her job, always came running to him to beg his pardon. For first few times, I found this kinda amusing, but later on, I realized this was his way of controlling the MC and manipulated her to rely on him and him alone. And he could be considered quite successful if the other MLs did not exist. Seriously, he is very dangerous.
The third ML is a genius scholar? Either a science or math guy. He was the gentle, younger, nerdy but fit, scholar type. He was fascinated by the MC because apparently having s*x with her inspired him. He's also an AV p*rnstar btw. When the MC found out that he had s*x with her only for inspiration, she refused to be touched by him, he also apologized and said that he'd reflect about it. I think he did. He still pursued her. I believe it was a part because of inspiration and another part because he is indeed fascinated by her, but his latter approach was much more subdued and relied heavily on guilt-tripping the MC. He's the most manipulative I think, maybe on par with Song Qiyan, only he didn't have this authority and close relationship with the MC and couldn't use Song Qiyan's pull hard push hard manipulation. So he used the more gentle approach, trying to look apologetic and only wanted to be friends with MC, gave MC things that he knew would bring trouble for MC, protected the MC when something did happen, and then continuously guilt-tripping her until she finally caved in to have s*x with him again and restarted their s*xual relationship. The passage written when he did this gave a chill and a grin, "Day XX, she began to show guilt."
The fourth and the second most mysterious is an actor called Liang Jize. The first time he appeared, he shot a BD*M av with the MC whilst the MC was blindfolded and he was SUPER rough. He's obsessed with the MC and I can argue he's the most unstable ML in the book. Every time the MC met him, it's always r*pe. He's forceful and very, very pushy. He didn't care about anyone's general opinion because he was truly sick in the head. He had D.I.D case that formed because he delved to deep in character and couldn't get out of it after filming and developed a new personality. He was old, I think... the oldest ML maybe? He's around 40 whilst the MC was around early twenties. However when his issue was slowly resolved, he became more stable, still cruel, manipulative and forceful, but... more stable?
The fifth was the most comfortable ML. A killer, mu*derer, assassin, bodyguard, also av star, Cheng Xiu. I can't say much about him. Just that my complaint about him is that he usually acted like nothing happened after s*x. Sometimes he even disappear in the morning after s*x. But he's the nicest male lead. The first few meetings might be awkward and cold, but he genuinely cared for the MC and respected the MC when she stepped back. However, Cheng Xiu is coincidentally the MC's type and she found it hard to resist.
The sixth ML... Was the most mysterious one. The one-hell-gorgeous-mixed-breed-oh-so-sexy yet cruel Jian Baiyou, also av p*rnstar. Let's just say, amongst all MLs, I can't feel any love coming from him so far. He was described as being so beautiful that he could make people wanted to jump him simply by standing there. The MC included. But he's the most mu*derous of the MLs, he killed people as he pleased even in front of the MC. He's Cheng Xiu's master too.
All six MLs seemed to know each other too. Like, really good. Qin Ruicheng simply groaned when he saw Cheng Xiu's bloody shirts and body when they came to his apartment. Despite being so dangerous, Jian Baiyou also seemed to tolerate other MLs like Qin Ruicheng and Zhou Yuanchuan. It really seems like they acknowledged each other as top people who are terrible and respected each other's space.
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