Your feeling when reading raws (machine translation)

I wish I could read raws I tried mtl for 1-2 novels and I got a bad headache xD 

My brain hurts, my eyes ache and my soul starts crying. 

My eyes hurt, my mind hurts, my understanding processes are going full speed yet still can't understand anything... 

Only for the desperate. 

This hits me so hard, I read ISSTH MTL up to 1300 back when it just hit 1000. orz, now I can't read the proper translations properly...... 

I always thought people acting over MTL was overrated.

....

And I still do. 

I read MTL before when I couldn't wait of translations.. I do get the idea but I couldn't sort it well in my mind? It feels like I'm missing some important? 

I read the raws so as to translate the chapters for my readers... I don't really know much of Japanese though (only studied 1 year), so I end up needing to resort to MTL.

Luckily, there is a dictionary easily available online, so I can resort to it to understand the weird sentences...

It's strange when I make my first reading without using the dictionary though, lots of parts get really weird.