Turns out I'm crazy ❤

I found this part really sad while I was reading
Spoiler: Lu Zhengfei (MC) finding out somethingMC finds out later from Chen Qianqing’s childhood friend (Yuan Zhitao), that the original Chen Qianqing actually liked men. When MC heard this he was devastated knowing that there was a possibility that they both could have liked each other, but he ruined it due to his selfishness. MC hates himself when he realized this and said “Lu Zhengfei… You don’t even know what you’ve missed.”
I honestly love this novel and it was my first time reading something unique like this. I tried MTL after no updates but... it was too confusing for me. I really do hope someone will translate the remaining chapters as it's definitely interesting. I will for sure keep up with updates  

Can you add me to the list please? Kinda odd sometimes I'm on the list.sometimes I'm not 

This sounds like the self-cest novel that @jadelin told me about a few months ago, I was curious about the shou that died and if he had a story too.
Not sure of this one is the same novel though. 

I remember reading this a while ago. My feelings were a bit mixed when I read it, but thinking about it now, it was actually a good read. The author is Xi Zixu by the way (Kaleidoscope of Death, My Five Elements Are Incomplete Without You). Her early novels are all kind of twisted or weird in some way so I was scared off her novels until someone started translating the novels above.

Unfortunately, the only thing I remember is the extra at the end where MC(shou) and ML(gong - Lu Zhengfei) go on this trip with friends. ML takes part in all of the activities and gets completely tired out, while MC purposely doesn't take part in any and rests the entire time. At night, ML is so tired he can't move, while MC is brimming with energy and tops the ML (which is all according to plan). 

Funny moment from the novel:
Spoiler: Caught in the actThe MC (in the shou's body) in the middle of the story had a unintentionally hilarious scene where he was really missing Chen Qianqing (original shou). And basically was masturbating in front of a mirror since he missed the original shou so much -- looking at the mirror and imagining it was the shou he was touching and not himself --

And the alternate-ML actually walked in on it and thought he was being a narcissist

To be fair, the shou's body is very prettyI looked through the spoilers I have saved, but for the most part they've already been covered.
MC (orig. gong), after living in the shou's shoes and learning about his family situation etc, truly felt sorry for all he had done. He accepts alt gong as a form of atonement, and eventually realizes that the only person who can love him is...him.
God I wanna read this so bad. Rai I will buy you so much coffee. 

Nope, first time got tagged here via that post. 

I don't think ML is with 'himself' though. A person is the sum total of his habits, his personality, character and everything. Once ML is reborn as MC, his personality and character changes. He becomes a new person.

For example - If I use a branch of one plant to grow another plant besides it, they still are two different plants even if their species are the same and the branch originally came from the O!Plant.

So kinda like that, once ML's soul split and his personality and character changed, he literally became an independent functioning being different from his original. And the original still exists.

Or that's what I think. 

@Anuska hi helli here~ if nobody picks this up when I finish dbhw, I'm going to tl this next without poll because this one interested me the most too lol.