I believe in you. I’m on your side no matter what.
Even though I hear those words, they don’t resonate in my heart.
Ever since the false accusations of being called a thief in elementary school and a pe*vert in junior high school, the protagonist, Kanata Hanasaki, is an alexithymia sufferer who has been ostracized by his family and lacks emotion.
No one believed in me, no one tried to protect me, and no one tried to help me.
Then let’s lose all emotions.
This is the story of a man who has lost his emotions and trusts no one.



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If you can overlook the harem elements and ignore some implausible situations, it's an okay read. But it doesn't make logical sense for any of the female leads to fall in love with the MC, as none of them have provided a compelling reason for their romantic interest or actions towards him.
In Volume 3, a new female love interest is introduced, seemingly designed to conveniently fix all his problems. She replaces the first女主角, despite the MC acknowledging the first girl as his saving grace. The addition of a convoluted villain plot further detracts from the story.
While the premise initially seemed similar to "Girls Who Traumatized Me," the execution feels plagiaristic and unconvincing. Both novels share several plot points, such as:
1. A childhood friend causing heartbreak.
2. False accusations of molestation.
3. A psychological barrier imposed by someone else.
4. Universally adoring female characters.
5. Intrigue.
6. Broken family backgrounds.
7. A powerful girl with influential connections.
8. A mental block breakthrough after an apology.
However, the comparisons fall flat when comparing characters. For instance, the student council security girl (FMC 2) lacks depth compared to Misaki, a well-developed neighbor in the other series. FMC 2's role as a student council member and security head seems arbitrary, without clear motivation or development.
In summary, don't expect a similar experience to "Girls Who Traumatized Me" or an emotionally intense narrative. This appears to be a harem novel that exploits emotional trauma as a crutch for adding more characters. The lack of cohesive storytelling and character development makes it a disappointing read.
However, Volume 2 introduces a new element abruptly, where the pain from the previous volume seems to fade quickly. The appearance of a character who was hinted at as a confidant in the first volume feels forced, and it would have been more organic if this character had a more subtle presence, perhaps offering advice from the sidelines.
The female characters suffer from a repetitive pattern, with each one briefly sparking interest in the MC before being discarded. While some have more backstory, the MC's avoidance of them makes it difficult to invest in them beyond their stories. The MC's confidant holds the most potential but is underdeveloped, which is disappointing when she could be the central focus.
The narrative shifts between characters like an Agatha Christie novel, making it challenging to follow their individual arcs. A cohesive plot that ties all characters together would have helped, but the book primarily focuses on interpersonal relationships, leaving readers struggling to connect with the characters given their limited screen time.
Despite my initial intention to wait until Chapter 50, the introduction of a split personality disorder with a disturbing tendency in Volume 3, Chapter 10, pushed me over the edge. This sudden revelation not only offends but also undermines the themes of healing and forgiveness established in the first volume.
In conclusion, the author's decision to incorporate such a dark element without proper buildup or context is baffling. My overall dissatisfaction with sexual assault content and the way it was handled leads me to give the story a rating of 1/5, solely because zero is not an option.
The protagonist is emotionally scarred, severely so. It's crucial to consider Japan's history with school bullying, which the MC faced unjustly during elementary and junior high school. Chapters 5-8 delve into these harrowing events:
- Chapter 5 recounts how a girl's recorder went missing, and the MC's best friend falsely implicated him, causing relentless bullying and isolation throughout elementary school, even straining their relationship with their parents.
- In Chapter 6, a new friendship turned sour when the MC's acquaintance falsely accused him of molesting someone, despite not realizing it was him. The incident led to police involvement and further trauma.
- Chapter 7 shows how the MC's sister began to hate and verbally abuse him, with no support or intervention from their parents, exacerbating the situation.
- Lastly, in Chapter 8, the family prioritized their reputation over seeking the truth, criticizing the MC for a false accusation, and they failed to provide help until it was too late.
In summary, the MC has experienced两次人间炼狱, and those closest to him exacerbated his pain instead of offering support. This has left him struggling to trust others.
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