rabid knight

DARK PSYCHOLOGICAL ROMANTIC THRILLER 
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The feeling of being trapped in closed space is terrifying however to be trapped in one's own body is a nightmare. Their consciences are both filled with remorse and shame, drowning them in misery.

When an ex soldier with dark history gets accosted by the Predator in Paradise, she suppresses her weaknesses to be a survivor.

Humanity
Fear
Remorse
Principles

He was a victim, escalating into an unstable parasite with an unsatiated craving for blood and pain.

~An evil is not born
~Agony molds you
~Numbs your feelings

A hardcore evil is born as one suffers where redemption and retribution is all that he can desire... Some sins can be irreversible

Will he lose his chance to atone for his crimes and quench his dolour?

She is cynical and despises having episodes of emotional meltdown.

She became familiar with the slow and overwhelming pain when there is no closure.

She is his perfect match. She drives him toward insanity. Beautifully broken, both having scars staining the soul. 

Pain soothes agony.
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His pov

I believe my heart has been devoid of love and affection since then. Not a single soul knew about my miserable life, the pathetic life of this lone wolf, the Ive Michaelson who brags around with his immense power and inhumane heart. The aftermath of that horrible incident was me lying on that cold floor. I dragged my butterfly knife to my wrist. I carved vertical lines which meant I'd bled faster and die faster. People who cut horizontally across the wrists in light lines never really wanted to die subconsciously. They fear death. But I knew better. I meant business. I had cut a deeper slash than last time. But I can't die yet. I grabbed my arms attempting to stop the flow. I wrapped my handkerchief around it. But it won't hurt me to try. Maybe I'll succeed if it's my lucky day.
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Her pov

No human is deemed worthy for life in his eyes.

He wet his lips and tilted his head to the side like a complete psychopath, lowering his head a bit. He was gawking at me with those amber eyes turned slightly red. He smiled.

Inhumane.

I felt fear. Cold fear.

The same nauseated feeling came back as he kept that smile while the second tear left his eye. Pain and only pain was visible in them.

"That's why you are special. Now I must return this favour askim" he whispered.

That craziness surfacing little by little in his smile made it hard for me to breathe. He was sick.
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I believe in liberal and non sexist views which are portrayed in this book. The male leads can be really fucked up & intrigue characters. The female leads are equally strong and evil. Each character has his own perspective & emotional experiences which mould him into the kind of individual he is & explain the reasons for his particular behaviors.

CONTENT AND/OR TRIGGER WARNING:
Scenes of drug use, sexual abuse, harassment, self harm, violence & mature language which may be triggering for some readers.

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