Anyone furious over the translation of Yan Ping's perspective? And I'm not talking about the translation itself - which is a fine piece of work and we need to show serious love for the translator. I'm talking about this moron's perspective at all. I knew already that I hated him, and I personally didn't need another chapter basically solidifying how much I hate that f*ck boy.
More on that guy's perspective - doesn't anyone else notice how much this fool's narrative is all about himself? He want's to say he's sorry, he says that he regrets his actions and choices in the past, but really its all about ME MEMEMEME AND M.E. When if he's truly sorry the narrative should have need written in a 3rd person taking himself out of the equation and made it all about the woman he supposedly loves. Did I mention he never once properly took a serious look at the MC. To me at least its still a reoccurring theme. Before its in the self-absorbed, hate filled, and prejudiced glasses. After he loses the MC's adoring gaze - he realizes that he loves her. BULLSHIT! I can argue and say that no he still doesn't love her and that in the war he's considered just another pussy leaning on his daddy for authority. Unless he wants to get some of his own power - nobody is going for real going to kiss up to him like they used to do when he was much younger. He's now a man and had to prove to whole world he is one. (To the readers and especially me; know without a doubt in my mind that he was powerless little bitch under his dad, and he's a powerless little bitch underneath the new emperor. Who by the way isn't all too happy with him, since the MC was his woman. Also, has been joneing and tapping her fine ass for decade and some change. She must be real good since even-though Emperor got a harem. She is the only one he will ever have to the point people say he's sick and can't put out and make a new generation.) Hence, him mourning the loss of the one person the person who sincerely and without guile loved him.
Did I mention this fool is so delusional that is hinted all throughout the story that he believes that the MC's love will forevermore be unconditional and all he has to do is to tell her he's ready to marry her. His constant disbelief at her constant rejection is - for real a stick at my craw. It isn't until he sees their child that he is now beholden to protect that his mind starts to crack. Where he goes into the memories of the past and begins to question how did things go so wrong. To that all I can say - from the beginning F*CK BOY. Also what the hell are you smoking? It's pretty obvious she's not really being treated as a prisoner, and the Emperor from the beginning wanted her to be his main honey. She sleeps on his own personal bed which UNHEARD OF in that time. Hell, when he goes in to propose marriage for the first time to her she's basically just walking away from his bed, where it was pretty obvious they did the nasty one the night before.
Also, it took you to see their kid for you to finally and fully understand that he's been doing some nasty, and kinky shit to her years. On top of that see that kid be crowned Crown Prince - to realize he had absolutely NO CHANCE AND HE ALREADY LONG AGO BLEW IT. Denial is strong with this one.