Just read the end of arc 1 and I cried I wasn’t really sure if the MC really loved the ML by the end of arc 1? He felt that his heart hurted more painfully than ever before and even more than the punishment that the system gives him (I was crying while wondering if it hurt due to what ML did, which was kinda like a betrayal in my point of view, or because of his heart disease) while he was about to die.