I’ve fallen in love all over again. And I’ve cried all over again.
My feelings and my memories with Furuba remain the same; I’m grateful I can open this old friend and still welcome its healing touch, even into my adulthood, probably moreso now that I have more experience in life.
I love how fiercely optimistic the story is, without mitigating any of the struggles the characters face. It doesn’t shy away from the very real, unpleasant feelings of loneliness and uncertainty, but at the same time, never forgets to be kind. The stand out character for me will always, always be Tohru. Whenever the story strayed somewhere else and she wasn’t around, I missed her. With her happiness continuously practiced and her flaws exposed as ordinarily human, the experience is more inspiring with her as the story’s guiding light. In particular, the fear of losing her mom, really losing her, by holding another in her heart - that was incredibly honest. Tohru grew up.
That’s not saying Kyouko was completely erased or blooming romance is a sign of maturity. It’s just that it was time to stop looking back. Growing up, it has to start somewhere. “Mother” being a huge theme of the work and getting to see not one, not two, not even three, but a variety of different mothers,… well. The timing coinciding with graduation. All of it. Time stops for no one, and life is about acceptance. I wonder how deeply Natsuki Takaya thought about these things before bringing this to fruition. Love and loss hurts like hell and she was able to capture it so earnestly.
Another thing- a common trope I’m familiar with is the old “moving away and waiting for your return” goodbye. Not going that direction and instead, staying together, always together, its reigning theme… infinitely times a more heart-wrenching choice. Especially since the time when Kyo transformed into his other form, Tohru was the one to initiate the phrase. And here at the end, it’s Kyo. That final page of the two growing old together.. what a gift. That’s not just a happy ending. It’s closure.
The final goodbye being Yuki’s to tell, after everything that happened, and being gracious about it, was the satisfaction I craved.
What really got to me and made me feel that this was THE end:
“Thank you, Tohru.”