FEAR WHAt I'LL BECOME AFtER DEAtH

I got used to death before, after my grandmother, my uncle Peter, and a few of my parents\' high school friends. I thought I\'d be able to get used to it out here too, but I guess things are different when you\'re the one causing the death and when you have no one to help you get over it.

I wish I could do things right. For myself, for the people around me, the people I love. It never works out that way though. I do stupid shit and it has consequences, I know it does but I keep doing it. It\'s like my body will do anything to survive but my mind wants the exact opposite.

This is not a story about love. It is not a story about heartbreak but my life revolves around that. After what I did to him it\'s all it can revolve around. I deserve death. He deserved to take me with him, but he didn\'t. Unfortunately I\'m still here.



---A spin-off to the After Death series. This story focuses on a new group of survivors, including an apocalypse-orphaned 17 year old boy from Ohio named Valentine Evans, as they struggle to make a life for themselves.

Warning: This story contains adult content and is intended only for mature audiences