Spell Bound

"It wouldn't be a lie to say that many of us want to change our lives for one reason or another. Power, money, lust, love, acceptance… loneliness.

Empty endless screaming loneliness; that was my reason. Loneliness that just didn't go away no matter what I did or how hard I tried.

Maybe some of you can imagine how I felt, perhaps even felt it yourself or still do. It is a terrible feeling isn't it? It can be maddening beyond belief.

I remember sitting on the floor in the corner of my room staring at the endless white walls hating myself. The loneliness had gotten so bad I would just sit there and cry. I felt so alone, so isolated, so inadequate.

Would you run away from it all if this was your life? Would you try to change things? What my dear reader would you do?

This is the story of how I ran, how I lived, how I tried to change things and how I finally died. Dear reader this book is the story of my life and those around me. The knowledge I've gained, the wisdom I have acquired, my triumphs, my failures, those I loved and those I hated.

This book is all that I am and hoped to be. It is yours now, may it serve you well and guide you to a happier future than mine."

     Excerpt taken from the journal of Kaden Vos also known as, "The Butcher of Rakan"