Pearl Boy

abandonment abused seme abused uke abusive boyfriend affectionate seme amnesia art shift attempted suicide bad choices bad experiences bad luck bad reputation bdsm beautiful artwork big penis blackmail blood and gore brainwashing changed by love changed man character transformations character who bullies the one they love characters connected to wealth coercion cohabitation condescending characters conflicted feelings crazy characters crazy seme cruel characters dangerous family dark past dead family members death of loved ones death threats death wish debt-motivated prostitution debt-motivated protagonist debts deceptive male lead despair disasters drug abuse/addiction drug trafficking drugs drugged evil male lead exhibitionism extroverted seme fate feminine uke fight between lovers fighters flirting forced into a relationship forced living arrangements forced prostitution gagged gang politics gang rape gang wars gangster seme gangsters gay protagonist gay seme gay uke gemstones hair color change hair style change handsome seme hickeys hidden motive hidden past hospital intercourse host club host/hostess hostage hostility injury/ies insanity insecure seme insecure uke kill or be killed situation kiss/es leaving home life-changing events lifestyle change loan shark loneliness lonely uke losing memories love confessions lust madness manipulative antagonists mental breakdown mobster/mafia money problems moving away multiple orgasms