Wow this chapter made me weep. Peak stuff.
Kudos to Inoue for not adding any silly comedic bit when Yama was yapping about sex. Seriously heavy moment that doesnt need to be interrupted.
Seeing Yama, who debuted as a strong character who didnt think much of his illness, in such a state of depression was such a REAL moment. I cant imagine dying in such a slow process at a young age, nor do I really want to. Yama doesnt maintain an optimistic attitude all the time...every man has his breaking point after all. It reminds me of how people are post-surgery aswell. Sometimes when people get a heart transplant, they feel alienated from their own bodies since that's not their heart. This results in a downhill state of depression.
This manga is fucking awesome, love how realistic it is. I'm not disabled or anything, yet I can still relate to this piece.
"I hate the disease that's doing this to him...I hate it with all of my heart".