- #1
All I have to say is that the ML has completely ruined my interest in this novel, there was a particular moment where one of the characters said “if *insert ML name* can get away with doing so many bad things and get to live a good life why can’t i?, if u’re such a righteous person shouldn’t u agree that he should rot in hell with me?” And this statement just solidified my opinion on the novel, the ML is too much of a shitty person for me to attempt to like it, the author says he walks the path of good and evil but I see no good, it seems like the author sprinkles in some moments like “oh he bought flowers from this girl, he’s gentle”, but the contrast is way too heavy for me to feel like he’s actually good for example Spoiler
he watched MC partake in a fighting ring, and when he was under the illusion that MC was gonna lose, he left him for good and didn't care that the result was gonna be that MC is gonna get Gang-r@ped, in fact that’s part of why he left, because then he’d have no worth and he didn’t need such an “omega”, afterwards when he learns MC did actually win and then he goes to him he himself admits that if MC hadn’t won that fight he wouldn’t care for him, he just admitted that he doesn’t give a fvck abt MC getting Gang-r@ped??? Like??? Ruined my mood I swear
[collapse] I have so much more to say but I feel as if I gave this novel too much of a chance, the relationship is heavily power unbalanced, the MCs whole shtick feels like sh*t cuz he’s supposed to be this goody two shoes innocent pure character but he keeps condoning ml’s downright vile actions with a blink of his eyes and that just makes me go ??? How can u say u’re a good person but lay with a man that genuinely treats human life like actual garbage???