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Omo! Crying so hard right now! With that one line "I want you to be happy," I can see all the thing Reiji was thinking and didn't say: I want you to be happy...I can't make you happy...I can't even be happy myself, harboring so closely, so inevitably, this family sickness...but Soji!...Soji can save you...can give you what I couldn't, be what I couldn't--that father he mentioned as he closed the door on Soichiro's face--Soji! たすけて!
So wretched!