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Not sure I fully understood what he meant by the last part, that he finally understood why he was given his body and mind, and it came with thunder? As in he finally realized what he wanted out of life but it would be chaotic to his current lifestyle to chase it? Hrmmm. Anyways, kind of funny seeing Arima interested in his music, as far as I knew, he really didn't care much for anything unrelated to Miyazawa, which also makes their friendship a mystery.