E-Eh... I-I um... This is scary... Especially the part with that big bug! I'm really terrified of bugs! They creep me out, and I don't like seeing them... It ruined the rest of the chapter for me after that... And it's made me a bit paranoid as well... As I said, I really don't like bugs!
But, in all reality, why would scissors be left in a patient's room? In my previous experience in hospitals, they don't leave anything in your room, especially if you have a history of self-harm. Then they take all your belongings... This manga terrifies me... But it makes me want to keep going as well.