My Beloved, Whom I Desire to Kill

  • Genre: Fantasy
  • Author: 리베냐
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  • Status: Ongoing

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When her beloved falls asleep,

the one she desired to be killed awakens.

Giselle, who was rescued and raised by Edwin, whom she blindly followed, nurtures an unrequited love for him.

However, in this country, there’s no way she, who’s both the most noble and the most condemned, can become his lover.

Despite trying to give up, her heart keeps leaning toward the tender man one night….

“I love you, Giselle.”

“Y-you mean as a… woman… right?”

“What else would it be? If I loved you like a daughter, would I be like this?”

As if a lie, she fulfilled her love with Edwin.

“As much as I genuinely regret it, the childish playtime ends now.”

Love was all lies.

He called me his daughter, yet he would accept whatever I did.

It was disgusting. He raised me like a dog he picked up.

Edwin, who has a split personality,

Giselle, who was manipulated by ‘Lorentz’, the personality she wanted to kill.

“What if I kill Edwin’s personality and take over this body to love you?”

“I don’t need love from someone like you. I’ll kill you.”

“I love you. Please love me back.”

“Giselle, I don’t want to lose you. Not like this, even more so.”

Edwin, who can only see the child he raised as a woman now.

Giselle, who can only see him as a man now.

And Lorentz, who fuels their discord.

The desires of the three cannot coexist and inevitably collide,

bringing about a catastrophe in the end….

“You won. Are you satisfied now?”

On the day this disaster-like tragedy, written with the madness of desire, comes to an end,

Who will be the one to love and kill?

※ This work contains depictions of s*xual coercion and forced s*xual acts through hierarchy, power, psychological domination, and deceitful manipulation. Viewer discretion is advised.

※ This work deals with a period before the publication of the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM). Terminology and depictions of mental disorders may differ from current understanding and reality.

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    Where's the chapter? Can anyone tell me pks
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    It's something to drag me for read😍
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    so far so good.. I love it, hope there are no complications
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    I enjoyed the first chapter very much, going to continue reading
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