I just want to be a slacker, is it too much to ask?

When some humans can’t handle their life being difficult they decide to end it themselves as they see that will free them from suffering, it's a one kind of ending. When humans are at the end of their lives they also rest in peace, it's also one kind of ending. Humans must have to go to their internal rest, that is an undeniable fact.

 If there was a beginning then it had to have the ending. 
But for Amphorn being alive or dead, he is always on a constant battlefield. What he fights against is an invisible enemy that can't be seen by the naked eye. He has to fight against a powerful opponent, human nature, good and evil and fight against himself before losing himself into madness.

The battle is not for power, not for status or not for internal life. What he wants is the ending he lost. 
The true ending is taken from him, he wants his freedom back and he will take it back no matter what. And then HE WILL REST.

“Yeah. I’ll rest tomorrow, no I have to loot him tomorrow and the day after tomorrow I have to destroy the palace. So yeah maybe the day after, maybe someday ~” 

‘Yeah, definitely someday, I’ll Rest’

I swear I WILL REST!