Hate Because | Theo Raeken

nice book i highly recommend it. if you find it, pls add it to your library

The narrative is gripping, with vivid descriptions and well-developed characters that make the story both relatable and inspiring. The author masterfully balances moments of triumph and heartache, leaving readers reflecting on what it truly means to pursue glory.

"Okay Doctor."

"Jimin we are going to marry and we didn't go on a date yet. This is not fair!!! You know we need to learn about each other know each other before the biggest step we are going to take. It will be good for both of us and our future." Jimin sighs for the umpteenth time this day. Was his situation less complicated before that now his 'soon to be wife' wants to go on those cliché dates with him too? Can't he just live in peace for a day? "Rose, listen. I am tired and not in the mood. We will go some other day OK?" "NO! I know that day is never gonna come and I also know that you don't want to do anything about our relationship but I care OK? I care about us. About our future and want to have a healthy relationship not one where a gay boy never looks at his wife just because she is a girl." "But that's true isn't it? I am gay and you are a girl so I don't see any point in faking that this relationship will be any normal." "There is nothing wrong in trying and I don't want to remain just friends even after marriage Jimin. I have my own needs and wishes. I also want a loving and caring husband just like any other girl in this world. It's not my mistake that you are being forced for this." Jimin sighed knowing very well what the girl is saying is true. It's actually not her mistake that his life is fucked up. She is just trying to make their soon to be married life work out. It was Jimin who agreed for this marriage so he should also do something about it. At least trying to like a girl won't be that bad right? What if he would really develop some feelings for her? That would be great for both of their coming lives. "Fine. But not today. Let's schedule it for tomorrow OK?" "Really? Oh my god! Thank you Jimin and I promise I won't let you down." With that their conversation ended and Jimin just pulled his hairs in frustration. Oh what a turn his life has taken. It feels like it was just yesterday when everything was ok. He had a loving and handsome boyfriend, no arguments with his brother and everything was going fine. And now it feels like life is just toying around with him. Like it is fun to watch him suffer and suffocate everyday. Now he doesn't even know what future holds for him anymore. Oh how he wants to escape everything and go somewhere where no one can disturb him. Live his life as he wants. Love whoever he wants. But he knows that's not an option for him. He has to endure everything while pretending that he is fine. That he is happy. He has to live a life he never wanted just because of a mistake. A fucking mistake he did with his own brother.

Like live moths to a flame,

Chrissy nodes and then they both go inside.

"Ganito ba talaga niya kamahal si Hindler at bakit parang ang bilis niyang magtiwala?" Piping bulong niya pero may bahagyang kirot na naramdaman deep inside his heart.

"Pakai ini." Seung Hoon oppa sudah lebih dulu memakaikanku kaca mata hitam miliknya. "wae? Apa dia yang membuatmu menangis seperti ini?" tebakkan yang tepat. Ya, sebenarnya aku sudah menceritakan semuanya pada oppa. Itu karena aku mempercayainya. Aku mengangguk padanya. "heol.. apa dia masih bersikeras pada kata-katanya?"