“Paladin Ezekiel. You are hereby stripped of your knighthood and ordered to return to secular life for the crime of seducing a woman on the eve of her wedding.”

Ezekiel, the second son of the emperor and a knight of the Holy Order of Udal, the god of storms and thunder.
He was assigned to escort Iris, a woman being married off like property to an aging mage.

The two had crossed paths in the middle of a summer long ago…
But circumstances had forced them apart.

Ezekiel had hoped never to see her again.

Yet, he finds himself unable to ignore the sight of her, constantly lingering in his thoughts…

“I believed you had chosen a better path than I did. Is this the life you chose?”
“Sir, while we may have once been close, that does not give you the right to interfere in my life.”

But on the night before the wedding,
Iris pushes her husband-to-be off a balcony to his death—
And, barefoot, runs straight to Ezekiel…

 


 

*Setting/Genre:
Fantasy

Keywords:
Fantasy setting, european ambiance, court romance, royalty/nobility, misunderstandings, secret romance, arranged marriage, forbidden love, regretful male lead, wounded male lead, devoted male lead, chaste male lead, innocent female lead, bittersweet, emotional, melodrama

*Male Lead: Ezekiel lo Murenas (23)
Born as a prince dedicated to the gods from birth, he is the commander of the knights of the Holy Order of Udal. A chaste, diligent, and deeply devout knight, Ezekiel harbors an unforgettable first love. One day, under the command of his elder brother, the crown prince of the empire, he is tasked with escorting a young woman—none other than his first love, Iris Quilluxia.
His duty now was to escort her on a journey—her wedding march—to marry a forty-year-old mage.
Even though he knew she did not love him, why couldn’t he take his eyes off her?

*Female Lead: Iris Quilluxia (20)
The daughter of the impoverished Baron Quilluxia, she has lived a life far removed from the aristocracy. Except once, during one summer in her childhood, when the imperial princes suddenly appeared in her world.
At the age of twenty, she is given an offer: become the Emperor’s adopted daughter and marry a mage. It’s time to let go of her first love and face reality.
But the man sent to escort her is none other than Ezekiel lo Murenas.
Her first love.

*When to read:
When you want to see how far a man, who realizes his love too late, is willing to go for it.

*Quote:
The boy knew what could happen the moment he kissed her.
He had been dedicated to God, forbidden from holding another in his heart.
And yet, he thought,
O, God. Please, I implore thee, allow me to be with her.
If I am granted thus, I shall offer anything in return.

 

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    Watson77O68 rated it
    It’s just ok. I feel like I read something really similar a long time ago where after he opens his share group and saves the CEO’s company he meets and saves the daughter?The he/she thing does seem to be getting worse though. It’s like they’re not even putting in the effort anymore lol.Also, the entitled gold digger thing really makes me look down on people.Hop she’s gone soon.
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    Redsunworld rated it
    Great characters and an amazing story, I hope it can keep up the same quality and style.A story that blends modern and ancient styles to create mystery and intrigue.
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    Fooly89 rated it
    A good start, found it interesting. Then the author got hit on the head by a flying pig. We get Beasts attracted to the MC. Then we get MC becoming a body cultivator. Then we get MC. All the while, losing the Attractiveness System. It's like playing a MOBA game then suddenly you're playing a Music game, then it changes to a text-based novel game even before completing a level. The shift in story lore Nd background is very disturbing. Very hard to keep track of what is happening. The author might have been going for Inception style of writing, or something like Dr. Strange. Just doesn't go well in writing.
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    PrimordialSeven rated it
    The synopsis got me reading the whole work which I find was a masterpiece. I really loved the flow, let alone the concept of the story itself was very captivating. It allows readers to look forward about what's next to come. A very nice work!
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    AmeliaGladhispiU rated it
    Its a pretty good story, the writing needs a bit of work as I have found a few mistakes here and there. But overall the story great and has potential. Keep on writing
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    Galanteo rated it
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    Ethanquiv rated it
    The pace of the novel is very slow in comparison with other similar novels in the same genre. Same goes for the mc to become stronger if not for the fact that he can fight more than his power allows , Also from the way author is going with novel it looks like it will take months to reach certain arc where mc meets his origin family and with some female character introduced which are possibly future harem members are way above his current power and knowledge which tells it will be a long novel not that i mind because it will be good but if the pace was a bit more than it could have been more enjoyable . like literally it takes so much chapter for mc to just turn from 11 to 12. as far as i have read i.e till chapter 400 it is overall good with some problems which can be rectified in future.
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