Where is the peace?

Happiness seems like an elusive gift, why did fate deny me its embrace? Was it due to an unfortunate destiny that deprived me of love and protection? Perhaps without ever truly experiencing it, I haven't fully grasped its sanctity, making me cherish it even more. "Embrace life as any ordinary person would, find contentment in a regular existence. Allow yourself to laugh in joy, shed tears in sorrow – feel every emotion deeply." "Chen, take my hand, are we now a family?" "It's alright, dear Chen, I swear to never deceive or hurt you. Return here, from now on, this will be our sanctuary, your new home." The child stood silently, staring at the outstretched hands before him, unresponsive and hesitant. What are these abstract concepts of emotion and love? It rained heavily, could it be the heavens weeping for the child's plight or the uncertain future that awaits them, devoid of hope?