The Hopeless Desire of a Witch

abused male lead adopted protagonist age gap alchemists angst attempted suicide beautiful female lead bitter ending child abuse coma conflicted feelings contracts cruel characters crybaby male lead deal with the devil death of leading characters death of loved ones deception dense female lead devils enemies become lovers european ambience female demographic with male lead female lead with trauma full color golden/yellow-eyed male lead greed green-eyed female lead green-haired male lead handsome male lead hidden motive immortal female lead knights lies lost family magic memories memory manipulation mental breakdown missions mysterious female lead mysterious powers older female younger male orphans otome game isekai painful love past plays a big role pharmacists reencounter rumors scars searching for someone secret identity strong male lead sudden ambience shift tall male lead theft tragic accidents tragic fate tragic past unaging female lead webtoon white/silver-haired female lead witch/es yandere male characters