- #1
Not really a spoiler —- just some thoughts I have to let out right now abt life —- trigger warning *negativity* —— Awww huhuhuhu what I dislike about this novel is that it's making me feel jealous of MC lol. I wish I also had someone like ML and He Shao who will treat me very genuinely. I wish I was like MC, having dreams that he can word hard in. I wish I was in their world you know... I was also someone like MC, I was very passionate about studying medicine, I was an achiever, I was toping my classes, I had big dreams.
But the only difference between me and MC? I let the negativity around me lead to my downfall. I couldn't take the loneliness, I had a hard time being all alone, I succumbed to the darkness. I lost my passion for medicine. I failed my dreams.
Now, I'm working in a whole different career and although I am doing well here, it sometimes feel incomplete. Every day just feels like an ongoing wheel —- work, sleep, eat, work, eat, sleep —- and I can't help but think that maybe if I was in an instellar world like theirs, maybe life wouldn't be like this. Anyhoooo, it's just my depression kicking in. If you're reading up to this part, woah I didn't expect that you will lol. I hope you're having a nice day and let's just continue living okay?
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