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SPOILERS AHEAD! (Probably the whole story since I just have to leave a review and my emotions are kinda mixed about it.) ........The story is full of misunderstandings. It seriously stemmed from miscommunication. The MC thought that the ML didn't love him. The ML thought that the MC really loved him and seemed to see the MC under his very own "tinted glasses". The ML didn't really love his "white moonlight" and the ML admitted that he lacks emotions whenever loving or liking someone is involved.After their divorce, the ML really regretted letting the MC go. He did question himself on why everyone thinks that he loves his "white moonlight" when he really doesn't. It's like "something" is pushing him to like the "white moonlight" and he didn't want that.The ML wants the MC but as the story goes by, he realizes how much of a d*** he really was to the MC. He didn't really know the MC's preferences, his fears, his past...In the next chapters, the ML got sick. To the point where he refuses to take his medicine so that he can still meet the MC in his dreams because that's the only way where he can have contact with the MC. He became depressed and he always scolds himself for his pasts actions and sees himself as unworthy of being with the MC but he still really wants the MC back.Things did get resolved. The antagonists got what they deserved but the romance between the ML and MC wasn't really there. The MC was too broken - he didn't really want to believe in love anymore so no matter how the ML pursued him once again, he's just rejected. I am currently on Chapter 95 since I can't find the next chapters. (MTL'ed all the way) The MC did agree on making the ML his boyfriend but that's it. No marriage. The MC is now busy on his career and I believe that 2 years have passed since their divorce (?) The ML's emotion is still quite... fragile. After their divorce he became too emotional and is prone to crying.And about the MC's transmigration..... it wasn't really explained well.Sometimes I think that the MC is still the original MC since he's too absorbed in his own memories.He is really Shen Mingbei now. It's just like: "One day I realized that I'm a cannon fodder and that my husband doesn't really love me."Due to this fact, the MC attributed all of his sufferings to the ML's love for his "white moonlight." and the ML was too absorbed in his own concept of "happy marriage" with his "obidient wife" that he couldn't understand how harsh his words are to the MC.It was quite stressful reading this novel. I felt sad for the both of them.