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Almost everyone he know and this is his choice
[collapse].And this is story where you can see the growth of main character. From Arc 1 to Arc 5 you can see a very different person of MC each Arc. From how Social work to his logic of thinking.MC is the weakest being in the story (just when compare with another character and not compare with villager). He have no ability, he got weakest (or garbage) magic ability to the point with one simple spell is enough to make him dizzy so he always relies on the other people surrounding and he dont want do it which sometime lead him to death. He also have a very fragile heart which more fragile after each death. SpoilerHe lost his mind when it is too much for him to handle, without people to pull him up he will certainly will never can recover
[collapse]And the most thing is:SpoilerHe is very scary of death, despite he have ability to return after death but each time the scare of death increase. He know that there is a chance that the power return of death not bring him back to the same world but actually bring him to another parallel world which time is different so that like he being bring back to the past. It mean that the people of the world that he left behind will have to see a DEATH Subaru and that is the thing he scare the most, the face of people which see his death body. He have no other choice is lying to himself that it wont be. But in Arc 4 he have been showing the possibility of the world that existence after every of his death which broken his mind immediately because it release his fear of death. But once again he have people to pull him back to his feet and he himself swear to not death again
[collapse]Best thing from this novel:SpoilerSubaru: Is it alright... to think that this person that I am... has any value besides Return by Death? To think that..... the people I care about..... care about me... as well
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