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Even after 11 chapters, the author just gives a vague explanation of why the MC won't awaken, and why he "sacrificed" himself in his past life... which was more like su*cide, not sacrificed.The vague reason is because he was too powerful in his past life. That's it. No other context is given in 11 chapters, probably for more chapters after that too.We don't know who the disciples are. We don't know anything about the past life MC except he was a savior and extremely strong and that he killed himself.It just feels empty. Where is the context? Where are the people? Are there no people besides the main ones, not even side or background characters?And MC's reasoning is so bullshit. Why not awaken and have his brother not pay his hospital bills and worry about him excessively? I don't get it, will him awakening cause the world to die? Because the author sure never explains why he chooses to not do that, besides a vague "oh he wants a peaceful life" or some bullshit. Why not awaken and not register, and stop leeching off your brother when you literally have the choice not to. It's not like he has no choice.It's confusing. There's no coherent plot. And the characters and MC especially are flat. MC also feels extremely weak, fragile, and wishy-washy, three things I hate in an MC.... this is why I sometimes hate reading BL. They make the MC such a p**sy.