The Idol Group and the Crown Chapter 130 Discussion

I guess I stop reading this at around chapter 120 or 130 because damn we got roller coaster here.

There's no trigger warning in the first that this novel has some Mental health issue and su*cide attempt so I was so depressed when reading this, and also got triggered easily.

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I do MTL so I don't know the correct name of the character but all I know is the one named Chi Ji or Chi Jian? He is the member of the boygroup, the description said that he looks like a girl and he doesn't like to be called like a girl, he throw all the things that pinky or girly out and he got depression because of it. So the members avoiding topics about him looks like a girls

But entertainment industry are dirty, people want to mess with the group and they use Chi Ji as the weakness, they keep hurting him such as showing the video of him in the US when dancing with high heels and told him to show it on the stage again, it makes the netizen shouting about him looks like a girl again and he is depressed again, he shut himself in his room and things.

The members try their best to keep what is online not reaching Chi Ji as to not affect his mood, but the insider in the agency give him a bag full of screenshots of netizen saying about he looks like a girl and things and he is depressed again

He thought that he is a burden for the group and he choose to end his life by jumping from the building.

I got depressed reading this part I cry for a day just why they are attacking Chi Ji while he is the one who has less fans? He actually not that bright in the group and mostly do the behind the stage preparation such as producing. I hate it so much

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