Terrestrious said:
lol at Zazie's "Apologies, that was an inappropriate example". Also, got to say, Negi's a terrible bro, his ideal world is one without Kotarou (or even really a chance to befriend him with the lack of Fate) whereas Kotarou clearly still has him. & yeah, Mana's had to be her former pactio partner.I think you misunderstand things, Negi only met Kotaro because of the incident on the school trip. What Negi's ideal fantasy was is a normal life without his defining tragedy, without said tragedy it makes since that Kotaro is not there. Cause and effect.
Anyways, what gets me the most is the reason Negi refuses to linger is he realizes if he were to enjoy himself anymore he would not be able to leave this happiness. Basically he is sacrificing what may very well be his only shot at a normal life for the sake of everyone else and he can't even enjoy one stinking night with his family for fear of never being able to leave.