Antagonist's Dilemma: Unbidden Netori

For some very strange reasons, I seem to enjoy the NTR genre in games. I was never proud of it, but there was a peculiar thrill to it. That said, it was just within the game. I despise how antagonists constantly steal the main character's harem. What frustrates me even more is the main character's insecurity, hesitation, and fear of being misunderstood. If you back out in every situation, you're practically inviting someone else to take your girl. But some antagonists go too far—like kidnapping or forcing others against their will. Even though I still play the game, I'm not fond of characters like that. Tragically, those games led to my demise, and now I've transmigrated into the very character I despise. But that doesn't mean I'm going down the NTR route. I'm going to focus on my studies and build a successful life with a loving wife and kids. Why does this stupid system keep pushing me towards a harem? I don't want that at all. I'm determined to live a normal life at all costs. (Disclaimer: This story is not about netorare; Eric will not get cheated on. It's born from the frustration with typical weak-willed harem manga protagonists.) ______________________ Here are some tags I can't find: #yandere #mature #netori #reverserape