Depressing Illusion

My rating would lean closer to a 4.5, but since it requires rounding, I'll settle for that. I can't give it a full 5 because occasionally, the translation disrupts my immersion, leaving me feeling like I've missed something crucial. This leads me to re-read parts to grasp the plot better.

Despite the translation challenges, I acknowledge the high quality of writing. It makes me wonder if the author has firsthand knowledge of certain situations. For the first time, I empathize with the characters in a relationship that might seem unbearable from an outsider's perspective. The balance between happiness and conflict adds realism, showing their efforts without knowing how to navigate a healthy connection. Considering the protagonist's troubled past, it's remarkable that he manages any relationship at all. There are just so many issues to unpack, and the evidence is overwhelming.

The male lead isn't a saint; he never claimed to be. However, he supports the main character when they push his buttons, which is a redeeming aspect.