His Illicit Desire

It's quite an intense feeling, isn't it? To watch someone from afar, daydreaming about them? For me, personally, it's not something extraordinary; especially when I know deep down they were meant to be mine. I long to hold them, love them, cherish them, and keep them close. A single misjudged bet cost me dearly, allowing them to slip away. Now, after a decade of waiting, I'm holding onto the hope of one chance to rectify that mistake. Although she's with someone else, I won't let go once that opportunity presents itself, even if I have to be forceful. There was this fleeting moment with a stranger, a momentary lapse, but my heart lies elsewhere.每当他靠近，我都忍不住想毫无保留地付出。一次又一次，难道真的会伤害太多吗？这只能成为我们之间的小秘密。